SkyChin & Passion

The first 'sorry' is written for my absence for not blogging in such a period.I had been undergoing adversities lately and really could not get my mind into blogging,not because I don't have time,but I don't have the intention to blog.

Well,today I have fallen into the deepest reflection of myself .The fiasco that I have been haunted since this morning-I failed my driving test at a very unforgiven point.It's not like what we often said about"Live is not a bed of roses"can be applied as a general means to convince every soul.At that very moment I felt really ripped off and lost.

The brother and mum would have certainly knew what I'm feeling in the inner side,the brother even phoned to console me and mum was trying not to mention anything about that incident anymore.Well until now,I only happened to find that actually I'm such not a great person in dealing with failure;I couldn't take failure easily;I tend to feel sulk and sorrow in the chest and mull it over.

'When you kena in person,you only rasalah!" it's indeed very true.We often offer to console people with optimism,but if that were really set to happen on your own,would you still confident to confide that you are a 100% human modal that wouldn't feel that way,No.

It really took me a lot of time to meditate my mind back to the track of life.I wouldn't just forget about anything happened like an eraser yet the sulkiness is still coursing in the blood and mind.


I believe that time will put this into oblivion.I will be taking extra classes for that and having my life track goes on,that's what I should put into the mind.

Felt like,I'm not living to my fullest lately,the way I get tired and fed up with those verbal slandering.Well tired of being a nice person,if retaliation could solve anything,then I would have done this by the very beginning of this adversity.

In the very inner of you,if you couldn't get yourself convinced to do something that is a part of your job just because it's utterly not your way of being yourself.I fed up with life,tired to play in this disguise game anymore,someone would be pretty much content with this,I bet.Well,you had done the way you wanted bitch!

Forget about dedication and sincerity,because they dont deal with true heart nor even put trust on each other,then why would I need to put my heart into this piece of shit?Friends?At times of adversity,you would hardly find a friend.

Readers would wonder why I had been away from here for sometime,truthfully theseday happened to be the hardest time for me,I had to deal with heavy workloads and interpersonal affairs,what explained my ranting above.

I always believed that being optimist is the best way to get rid of slandering,but now my soul has been beaten to despair.Fine,I have convinced myself to let it be,be the way whoever wants.

Having a little sore-coughing-throat now,I had been working round the clock and spent my reserve of energy rushing the NIE mini-magazine for the week.Well,what I could conclude is,publishing is not an easy job at all, a single bit of word,measurement,idea are the essences of a magazine.


Working round the clock over night was my working mode.We abruptly changed the topic to another one as we didn't realise that the topic was ought to be same with the video we made.Just because the video was too good to be redone,we opted to redo the mini-magazine that turned out a nightmare to me.

This idea was earned by many of my painstaking experiences in getting it done,like how I rushed to the photoshop one or twice to print the posters,cut and paste tiny patches to get rid of a single or two flaws and or too many.

Apparently I'm writing this because our mid year academic result has came out today,everyone was talking about result while I'm not excepted either.Ms.Ong got me a ferari model car as a present of my english subject for being the highest mark.I myself is so lucky to have this teacher teaching me for my final year,things were going great regardless of how busy and tensioned life is.Consider this,I should vow to work harder in the second semester.


This little ferari meant a lot to me,somehow it's a trust earned by my hardwork and passion for studying english.And I dumbfounded that it's got engine sound powered by 3 tiny batteries inside,it's going like vrooooom like a real ferari!

But really,I dont mean to indulge in self compliment,but I literally felt different now when I had this little small present.Fatigue has stopped coursing my body,and the bubbly energy comes in no time!Really,I feel really good for the soul.xD

For the life,sports day is coming on next week and I had a lot of moral paper works having queued on list.Now I need to watch my YMD,meet me in the next post.

I've been keeping myself so packed for the entire week.Time really passes by so fast,that I felt like I'm still having plenty of free time.Tomorrow is the last day to Monday,there are still tonnes of homework that are piling up here.

Besides going to driving school,I spent most of the time in NIE project during the holiday.Since last week when I came back to KL,we have been getting our hand working round the clock from writing to filming a video.Somehow,I feel it's worth for the effort when the video turned out pretty good as I myself and the friends say it's damn hilarious.

I'm going to keep my fingers crossed that this video will clinch for some prizes in the contest.Though life is not easy,but I get to enjoy a lot particularly having worked under pressure in this holiday.The only free time that I had would be staying for 3days in Perak while visiting my bro and nanny last week.

Truthfully,I don't like living in pressured life but somehow we don't have any choices since life has to go on.The coming months would be more challenging as I will be having my JPJ test and preparation to my pre exam.

Instead of putting the title 'Life Update' as always,I changed the title but the things are actually the same.

Ever since I finished the 3-day NUS Computing Camp,I had been away from blogging lately.Well,within this period of time,I went through a lot of things mostly in the 3-day camp.Teachers were having us worked(Mostly are handling heavy boxes) in that camp than having enjoyed for the first day,and due to that we have eventually gone through grudges and finally lost our patience as we quarreled with the teacher.

But sometime,we ought to be be protective in first place than having people exploiting us.Not to say that we do not want to work with great manner,but we have to voice for our basic right when they are going too far over it.

The story was something like this,we were actually some voluntary helpers working in that camp,but in that case the teacher didn't officially put our name into the participants list until we got to notice it while people are divided into groups as we do not have the name to go into group.By then,we voiced our discontent towards the teacher and questioned that whether we were having the participant certificate.But seemly,things turned well after some conflicts.

I guess I would not put the entire blame on all the teachers,but I'm sure it was someone's incompetence that lead to this incident.This teacher which I wouldn't stress her name here,has been a nuisance to me as how I suffered being the black sheep of her.Don't worry,I will further explain the hidden story behind this soon after I find the right time.Anyhow,the conflicts were solved and we were given opportunity to join into group activities and having certificate for our attendance.

In this incident I learn to voice out my discontent as a matter of self-protecting and definitely I must have knew that what I'm doing instead of blindly overacting it.Grudges?I would say,YES as there were too many unspoken sorrows regardless of how keen I'm saying that I would voice out my thought,but sometime things wouldn't go on my way.

Off for the crap about that camp,I finally went to driving classes this week.They made me to drive on the highway on the second class,which was freaking my pant off.I always believe get-going is the best way to not indulge into sulky incidents."The past can’t see you, but the future is listening. "from Ellie.

Ellie,I always read her blog as how she cheers herself and the readers in person,rather than going through this by myself,I'd like to read people's blog.Life isn't just plain-flat is it not?

Other than having busy things lately,I'm watching YMD in this holiday.But figured out that it's a 170+ episodes series,I would have had to finish it in month time.Yesterday,I invited Lit Yang to my house and we were talking about things we each other were doing lately besides spreading KPOP videos to him.For Lit Yang,let's hope that he'll get offered from renowned universities,I really wish him for luck either.

Here is a song to share for all,I keep downloading her performances lately and really great to the fact that it's Davichi!

Tug war is a tradition of teacher's day which will hold on every year.


Ini lagak juara lol.

Since this is my last year staying in this school,so every single event that happened in this school would be my last,very last.This time,I'm too fortunate to play dodge ball with teachers and it happened to be my first time to play with teacher.


Our school cheerleader team,they will be having a cheerleader competition tomorrow.

This morning was a narrow lucky as the station games were initially canceled due to gloomy weather,but yet to be too bad as the event resumed as the weather restored to a bright and sunny morning later at 9am.Which I guess that it was actually a perfect disguise to call off the frill part of teacher's day-Public Assembly,HM then delivered his speech through the announcement system regardless how everyone was not listening to it,but ironically as soon as he finished the speech the sky transformed back to normal,and I was so delighted to know that the game continued while I was mumbling about how sad the call-off was turning everyone down.


From left,Tan Wei Siew(Form Teacher),Tan Ka Xin(Eco Teacher)


I and Jason poised for picture upon the victory.


FTW!


Meet my math teacher,Lee Zhong Yan.

We were very fortunate to have invited Math Teacher and Eco Teacher into the game thus consequently won the game without any hardships due to our advantage of having 2 teachers in that game.


Freeeeze.




3D Glasses in GSC,I stole shot before the movie begins


Later on,we then went TS for lunch and movie session-Shriek II(3D).Jason and Lipin were with me having fun at TS,we also went bowling after having lunch.

Shit,when I remember that tomorrow I'd to wake up at 6am in order to attend that NUS Computing Seminar while people are sleeping for holiday really freak me out,WHY WHY WHY..

Because the Sky is so high,
And you marry a Sakai,
In the month of July,
And born a baby butterfly.

Haih..who do I rant to?*sigh

P/S Pictures are delayed to this post due to Facebook uploading glitch,I will get to place 'em here later dont worry.

UPDATE 10:56pm,Pictures are added.More please pay a visit to my facebook album as I couldn't get to post 'em all here.

This post may seem to be a little bit odd here,as I had not been writing sort of confession for sometime.But considering that I would like to deliver some messages in this post,to all the scums and the wannabes.

Fame is a thing that I had been overwhelmed into it as how I pursue my psyche and to really engrave a clear idea of who is SkyChin lives like.Ever since these years,I have been involved in blog writings,self developments but sometimes it leads to the destruction of my life either.

If you really know me in person,I might be a terrorist whose ambitions are more than anyone could infer by plain in-sight.Anything that I am hooked up into,I will pursue or gain it at any costs.As a matter of fact,I did improve for the better and make part of my dreams to reality.As we often learn that thing ought to have 2 different views,whether we agree with the good or the shortcoming of it.

But too now,I tentatively questioning my position of this situation.I used to indulged in self confidence and patronized myself in every aspects.But now,I am not,not feeling to any advantages of doing these.Now,fame is burying me as if I am driven by fame,but not myself who drives fame.

The true side you had to deal living in fame,I mean if you are really famed to the extent that it's intruding over your privacy.It's inevitably you will lead the spirit of jealousy,hatred,imposing from others while you are standing upon your stead.

But the reason really made me to bare out these would be something that really offended me.Which I could not spare nor contain my words anymore,I would like to urge all the stalkers as well as the wannabes,please make a stand whether you are going to be a good listener,or a stalker or a scum who should live a proper life!.Stalker,if you are exceeding the extent of being a reader/listener which intrudes to my personal life,you are doing like a stalker,fucking nuisance I called it.


My mum's number had been leaked out for no reasons,which I am still looking for a more logical cause.



That night,I was stalked by a slut in messenger,felt like I got no privacy.

The things I shared in this platform are certainly my intention of your knowledge about me,please do not seek to go beyond my privacy.For instance,stalking me on the messenger,having my mum's number without any hunches that I remember giving it to anyone.


You want examples?I give you examples,unsolicited ones calling you for computer service,demand for free warz content by treating you like a pirate king,come to your doorstep to fetch you as if you're a technician,asking silly questions like which one is the fastest?best?which worth it?like an effing salesman.Or?Deliberately praising you to mirror that he's/she's humble,make use of your name to get close with someone,leverage your name to his/her benefit,after all.