SkyChin & Passion

The first 'sorry' is written for my absence for not blogging in such a period.I had been undergoing adversities lately and really could not get my mind into blogging,not because I don't have time,but I don't have the intention to blog.

Well,today I have fallen into the deepest reflection of myself .The fiasco that I have been haunted since this morning-I failed my driving test at a very unforgiven point.It's not like what we often said about"Live is not a bed of roses"can be applied as a general means to convince every soul.At that very moment I felt really ripped off and lost.

The brother and mum would have certainly knew what I'm feeling in the inner side,the brother even phoned to console me and mum was trying not to mention anything about that incident anymore.Well until now,I only happened to find that actually I'm such not a great person in dealing with failure;I couldn't take failure easily;I tend to feel sulk and sorrow in the chest and mull it over.

'When you kena in person,you only rasalah!" it's indeed very true.We often offer to console people with optimism,but if that were really set to happen on your own,would you still confident to confide that you are a 100% human modal that wouldn't feel that way,No.

It really took me a lot of time to meditate my mind back to the track of life.I wouldn't just forget about anything happened like an eraser yet the sulkiness is still coursing in the blood and mind.


I believe that time will put this into oblivion.I will be taking extra classes for that and having my life track goes on,that's what I should put into the mind.