SkyChin & Passion

'The stronger the wind is,the more glaring you would have trained to be.'

As you all know,my life was situated at a standstill due to my driving test incident.At times when I was struck to the knee and insecurity,I happened to suffer from insomnia and in mentally;A repeated flashback of your phobia constantly intruded the mind each time you attempt to close or click the eyes.


Failure is given a quality of mirror
Well,that very moment I came to reflect about my misconducts in the past;I was such an arrogant person who always looked down and talked bad about people;Always put my preconception to people's discouragement;I tend to turn down people with negative words and so on;I couldn't concede to failure and face the fact until this came to make a turn over.If you'd ask me that, if I were given a second opportunity to manipulate the fate,I'd chosen to give in.Because I hadn't experience to fail,to fall, as I always get fortunate when comes to dealing with uncertainty,for that I was overwhelm into vain arrogance.It was the best present that I find crucial from this incident.

In these 2 weeks
At times of adversity,you wouldn't feel like concentrating in anything.The wind would have felt like sour to the chests.I tried to get back on the life track ever since that incident,but the mind wasn't convinced to do that;I felt like being hit by a bullet each time I was about to close the eyes;The banging sounds of the steel(The phobia) would constantly harass the soul albeit how well you tried to deceive the soul;Until the last saturday,things gradually improved but yet entirely when I had my complementary driving class.

The family meant as if the backbone support to me.The bro gave me confidence and emphatically explained to me about how easy was driving;Mum prayed and kept eyes on me all the night whenever I happened to wake up even in the wee hours;Dad practically appeased me not to worry about paying extra $ for resitting given if I were destined to fail again,he even bragged about how rich were us in paying the extra $ for failure wtf.While the friends were trying their best to give support and encouragement at a balance of not putting me into tension.


The biggest revelation that I got would be the opportunity to entrust the soul in Daimoku.In spite that the family and the friends tried their best to support you,but the inner soul wouldn't get calm without the help of belief.Now I can deeply rediscover the law of attraction.Where what we believe will contribute to the fate,when you think brightly,it"ll just happen on your way;On the contrary it will happen as worst as it could to your negative intention.However,this strength of attraction will only best unleashed with the practice of chanting.I have had proven this!


That day
It was the first day of Muslim's Ramadan which I can perfectly remember,the 11th of August.An epic turn over in my life.At first,the car I got was a terrible car which had a poor aligned wheel and worn-out clutch.At a very danger point,I was about to fail because the car was terribly retarded to move straightly,thus the front tyres were over the yellow line.I could clearly remember it as I was struggling to align the wheel and lost concentration to stopping the car before exceeding the line.

But do you know what had miraculously happened?The officer allowed me to proceed further to the side parking phase,for I was actually supposed to be flunked.But blame me not, for the car was terribly unfair for a test candidate to drive.Pratically,it couldn't be driven at all,the wheel was terribly out of frame.And thank that it was the first day of Ramadan,they desperately needed to make good fortune.

Later on,I then gave out a deep sigh of breath and proceed to doing the side parking test,and led to my progression to P;It made my prayer to a reality,the reality that I am now a designated driver!

Words of wisdom
I'm a no one to be anyone's menthol,but I practically agree with the law of attraction.Things will only happen to the idea you put into the mind,if you want it,you"ll get it.The very essence is at the mindset,think better,it"ll happen better.

p/s Sorry that the picture above had replaced by a burning candle which I thought best to portray in this post, UPDATED 15/8.